I'm glad you seemed to have a connection with her right away, Jexa. So glad.

I wonder what "therapisty" looks like, lol.

I'm not surprised you're having things come up after the session today. I think your T must have anticipated that, too, which is why she told you to call her. So, please, if you think it might help, even a little, call her.

I remember so clearly my T telling me, during my first session, to call her before I SI or if anything came up and her handing me her card and me thinking "yeah RIGHT. Why would I call you? I don't even know you and I hate talking on the phone." And it did take me several months before I called her for the first time, but...well, obviously I call her all the time now.

So I'm just saying, I know it feels weird for a relative stranger to say "call me" and I also know she means it and she can help, but only if you let her.

stay safe, Jexa.