lately we just have a feeling of what does it matter do we matter does anyone really really care or give a damn about us? we dont feel safe posting for so so so so many reasons but after something that happened earlier-and not here before anyone gets all defensive and runs to report us-we just really stopped caring ourselves not even sure where we are going with this or what we want we probably dont want anything so if nobody replies it really doesnt mattwre anyway this month is kicking our butts and thats just the tip of the iceberg our huge iceberg we suck we know we suck and thats just the way it is for us we cant be this wonderful syrupy martyr who is selfless and gives and gives and gives oh the hell with it were done and shutting up now

if this aint apropriate were sure it wil get moved so whatevr is ok