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Originally Posted by crystalbleach
I'm sorry for not being strong enough to fight these feelings.
The truth is, yeah I don't want to go home.
How can I fight when I feel I have let everyone down and that I have hurt them?
I don't want to go home and face being hurt and all the memories and struggles I am faced with up there.
Is it wrong for me to hate my mum yet not hate her at the same time?
This Friday appointment scares me so much and tomorrow I have a meeting with the resident life co-ordinator cause she has been informed of my two hospital visits this week.
I also need to eat something but I still feel sick and weak and food is the last thing I want.
I want to be SAFE.
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Feelings are not to be fought. Feelings are to be expressed.
Who do you feel that you are hurting and letting down?
No, it isn't wrong for you to hate your mum.
Eating might help you to feel better.
Maybe these meetings will help you to get the help that you need?
Please keep us posted?