I am sorry things are bad for you too. I wouldn't worry about your principal, if she has sent it to the wrong people or edited it in any way you will soon find out.

As for fooling people (your words, I would have chosen other words), I think you do really well. Holding down the very particular job you do teaching Autistic kids who are very particularly difficult to teach.

I've said this to you many times before, stop stressing and get extensions on utilities, & paythem an amount each pay day so you have more for what you need to do for the kids; just be organised and you will find that things will drop into place.

I really wish you luck with this, but I know you will manage well if you are able to calm your anxiety somehow and get with the program. I really do understand what is happening and there are ways of getting around problems like power bills and phone bills if you call the companies I'm sure they will be helpful,

Rhiannon