Oh, haha. Yeah I got that with Jesse a lot.

Rachel first played her games at the beginning of April of 09. That was when she had taken my boyfriend Steven, after MONTHS of trying to break us up with words and attempted brainwash. So I stopped talking to her.

By May I met Jesse and we started going out June 23rd.

In August Rachel came back trying to reconcile after all those months of me completely ignoring her existence. As soon as we did she tried to break Jesse and I up with her words and attempted brainwash again. I realized this immediately and once again she was gone.

Then in November Jesse left me for about 3 hours, cause he had this idea that this girl Holly, at his school, liked him and he wanted that chance. I didn't really care then for some reason and I was over it by the time he came back.

In January/February, Rachel came back, in another reconciliation attempt, bringing this girl Kelsie with her. Kelsie was a trick and was only there to steal Jesse yet since it would be Kelsie who did it I would have no reason to dump Rachel as before. That actually worked, until about a week later when Jesse came back, and Kelsie left.

Then the first week of April, exactly one year since Rachel went after Steven, Rachel went after Jesse and Jesse fell for it. But this time, apparently, it was Kelsie pretending to be Rachel or Rachel covering for Kelsie. It sounds like a lot of bs, but whatever the truth was, she got him. About 2 weeks later, Jesse came back, 2 days after my birthday, 2 days after I started feeling 100% fine and getting a crush on this guy at my school.. and he was feeling guilty as hell. A week later, Rachel dumped him, saying she hated his guts and hoped he died and Jesse then PROMISED never to do that again.

I struggled with him, and my feelings for the boy at school, but as soon as school was out and my attempts at keeping contact with the boy failed immediately, I had no reason to resist Jesse anymore and we fell back into the trap of a relationship.

And then we come to August 14th when Rachel messages Jesse, telling him that she's sorry but she was so messed up right now and needed him to call her. Now lemme ask, WHO THE HELL DOES THAT? So he called her. WHO THE HELL DOES THAT TOO? And he was cheating ever since. The funny thing is that DAY I had confronted him about it, but he denied, until I found out for myself on October 2nd.

Its so retarded when I think back about it. But I really believed him and trusted him. We had our arguments and I put it off as because I DIDN'T trust him, but the truth was that I was mad because I did and I didn't want to. But I knew this was going to happen, I knew he had spoken to Rachel in some way on August 14th, and that day I had opened the door for him to go. I asked him if he liked her, if he wanted to go back to her, if he was talking to her. I said IT WAS OKAY if he did, I wouldn't put up a fight, I wouldn't be mad, I just wanted the truth from him. Why would someone do that? You get the door opened right there, here you go your chance to be a good man, walk away before it goes too far, walk away before you end up making yourself look like an asshole. You can leave, be happy with this other girl, and no one will hate you for it, you just have to say "yes". But he said NO.

This makes no sense to me at all..