It's a very remote possibility. I have literally no job experience anywhere, and every single job I apply for I never get a good response back from, or at all. I know the economy sucks, and that maybe I should go and call these businesses to increase my interviewing chances (my first and so far only one was in October of last year, though back in May there was a student employment company that really was closed when I went in for the interview. I even dressed up to what I thought was nice and everything). And I always put off calling anyway because I'm always scared I'll mess up, begin stuttering and mumbling like hell, and end up ruining any chance of getting that job. And I know that there's no chance anyway if I don't call, but, you know. I'll even start it up when I have everything I want to say written or typed in front of me.

And I need to get a job, at least by the end of the school year, because my entire family once again expects wrongly of me. This time they think I'll transfer to a four-year college when, really, I want to take a year off to gather funds (and potentially live with some friends, but that's a big if), then go to a three year technical school on drawing comics over in New Jersey. But I'm afraid of when I don't have a job and the school year more or less begins or something. I'm afraid I'll be called lazy or be kicked out or something, and would have to figure out how to effectively spend my money transporting myself for the job hunt, because I doubt my mom would let me have more to do that.

I dunno.