My BBF shot herself in a head... after she dropped off her 13 month old daughter, and complited all her errans..... She received all my daughters baby furniture, clothing, etc... She somehow said good bye to everyone.... but me... I was in DC on a business trip.... and collapsed when I found out. It took me a good two years to even talk about it.... and now just still feel sad. I do now in my mind understand.... this was her only choise.... and she, not anyone else made it. Hugs from here....this was in 1993....