I can't even really process this so I am just going to try to forget about it. I can't judge one way or the other whether I was right or wrong to say everything.. I'm in sensory overload and I've been agitated and irritable all day. I don't know what to do about this feeling at all. I can't believe I have to wait another two whole weeks to settle it.

I still don't want to call though. It would only make things worse. No one can take this feeling away from me, because what's said is said already. I miss my old T..
Old T.
BLAH.