How old is Jesse? He sounds like a confused boy to me!

Okay to the part where you say you wanted the truth and told him that... Ihave no idea why people don't come clean at that point... guilt? fear? wanting the best of both worlds?

I gave Mark every chance to tell me the truth... especially after I found her things in MY house.. he lied.. and got angry. This inturn made me feel that I was being paranoid, bad and just a horrible person for not believing him.. urrghhh I followed my gut in the end... and like you, found out the truth.

Nice people get hurt, lied too and sometimes destroyed (how I feel most days).

Neither you nor I can change that we are sweet hearted, that we want others to be happy around us.

Keep talking and writing littleforgetmenot.... I know it helps. Don't dwell.. just get the bad moments out of your head and away from your heart xxx