Thanks for the kind words. I'm just frustrated. I used to be majorly down most of my life with huge social anxiety. and I've been in therapy and have been on meds and now amgetting better and am so happy to finally be happy and able to focus more on what I want to do with my life and now it seems some people are singling me out seeing me as 'the shiny happy person' even though I've never been that, or they're just jealous of my good work ethic I don't know. It's so frustrating I just want to lash out at them csometimes but am a strong believer in taking the high road, no matter how hard it is. Because, knowing my luck, I'd get fired for losing my temper, and I really can't afford that now. =(