This morning I got an email from T saying how impressed she was with my willingness to keep persevering. And she sees me taking forward steps with each session. It was a nice surprise.

At session today we talked about how the kids in school treated me. It was hard to talk about. And took alot out of me mentally and emotionally, I was drained after. A few times I checked out but was there too. Sometimes when she asked me something I heard the words but forgot it as soon as she stopped talking. It was a kinda fuzzy session. But it felt good after. She said we did good work today.

T asked again today if I had any questions. I said no. Someday maybe Ill ask about the emails and other stuff too. I did email her about the kids in school so thats a start, right. maybe in time ill be able to ask for things i need.

Now I dont have therapy for a month because mine and Ts schedules dont match until then this time. (I will have to email in that time. It is just too long.)