Hi "Chick" ~ Just wanted to say that I've been in one of those facilities and i wanted to go back too. I felt safe there.
You mentioned a place that had intensive therapy, like detox. Do you NEED detox??? Yes, there ARE such places, but I was just wondering if addiction or alcoholism was one of your problems. Because there are programs that are 30 & 90 days, and you can be inpatient, at least in my neck of the woods.
I've often wanted to go back to what I called the "nut house" because I felt a sense of peace there. I was in MANY years ago - in the 70's. But I'll never forget the feeling of serenity I had there. I doubt I'll ever feel that again, but it was great at the time.
I wish you the very best ~ my prayers are with you. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee