Hi

I'm a little nervous but please try to bare with me. My name is Lisa Herbert. I previously slashed up the underside of my arms a few days ago. I am depressed. I feel that everytime something good gets started in my life, something bad always, always seems to happen. I don't know what to do. I feel that cutting releases my pent-up anger and depression.

I know this might sound crazy, but when the blood flows... I am finally in a relaxed state.

anyway, I want more help than what I am getting, because I do not feel like anyone around me understands what it is I am going through, why I feel the way I do, why I seem to alienate those around me when it is clear that they care for me, etc.

I want help to deal with things but I cannot find any counselling.. I need some anchor that I can grab onto before I sink.

If anyone is willing to understand and help me. please contact me at tomgurl_7@yahoo.com