I have the most incredible family. I adore my H, he is my rock. My three young adult children are my treasured gifts. By some great mercy, the trauma and abuse from my life has had little affect on theirs! I do more things everyday...I went from total social phobia to being able to work out at the gym every morning, attend a small church group, help at the homeless shelter, volunteer at the seniors center and much more. I have a good life, and I am working very hard to rid it of the "yuck from my youth".