I don't know why I feel like I should be a hermit. Often when I get depressed I feel this way. But this time it doesn't feel like it is stemming from the depression. I feel like it is too hard to reach out and connect with people. That everyone else would be better off without me. I wont get hurt if I'm a hermit. It just hurts too much to connect to other people. It feels like it would be better off just not doing it. I feel like I don't deserve to have other people care about me. They should spend their time caring about someone more worthy of their time and energy. Given all this, it would just be better if I was a hermit.

I wont forget about you Pixie.