(((((Bebop))))),
My heart is feeling your pain, knowing how you are feeling. Praying for God to give you strength & feeling His love through all of this.
I know how difficult this is to go through.....in some ways it's better that your Father isn't in denial of his situation so that stress isn't piled on top of the emotions that come with knowing that you are loosing your Dad.
Know my prayers & love are with you & your Dad & your family,

Debbie