I just started blogging. There are things I feel I can't tell anybody else, even my T, and I need an outlet. I have not told one person I know about it and I really don't care if anybody even reads it, but I am hoping it helps me get some of this *crap* out of me. I might (if I can find the courage) print something out and bring to a T session, but we'll see.

I know this is exactly the stuff I SHOULD talk to him about, it's just so dang hard!