Hi,

Remember depression and what have you is a disease. It's not you it's a disease.

Be forgiving of your self and don't feel guilty about having to accept help from you mother.

I am really surprised that your pdoc doubled your meds all at once. I have changed meds about 10 times in the last 2 years, and everytime it's been increased slowly because initial side effects can be brutal.

Anyway, I don't what else to say, but hang in there!! You sound like a good person, who is having a tough time.

Owen