He is hypersensitive, has quit taking his effexor because he says he doesn't need it (he doesn't need his blood pressure meds either)...

I live in a fragile uncertain environment when he is home. Will he be sweet? Will he be angry over something stupid? I am so tired of fighting and feeling unsure and insecure.

Anxiety attacks me when he calls, when he is coming home. I don't ever know what to expect. Did I not call him enough today?? Do I sound weird on the phone?? Am I not smiling enough? Am I making him feel like I am distracted??? Am I distant??? What's wrong with me??

NOTHING IS WRONG!!! I was FINE before you started your questioning..... now....not so much.

God help me.....I don't know how to fix this...