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Old Oct 22, 2010, 07:40 PM
Lonely in Va Lonely in Va is offline
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Va
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Thank you to all.
If someone were to ask me for help I know all the right things to say who to call what to do etc. in my case I cannot follow my own advice much less at this point to trust in the Psych. Therapists or from even some of the nursing staff who gave me positive advice. I have gotten so good at being negative before someone finishes talking to me about the good things in life I have already come up with numerous negative things about why they will not. I have gotten to where that no matter what I try it is going to fail and I can back up my claim. My temper is going from pleasant easy going to within minutes of being in an uncomfortable situation to uncontrollable not violent but extremely angry and not caring about the outcome. When I met the new Dr. I explained everything in detail about me he kept saying things will get better and also told me that my meds will be increased overtime to help with my mood. As of yet what my meds do for me for the first couple of hours after taking Effexor 300mg and Welbutrin same amount I get tired but after that it is back to the same person. Maybe the Dr. was concerned about me because he stated if I start to feel a crisi coming on to go back to the ER. The bad thing as much as I hate being in the hospital I have this gut feeling I will wind up back there. I am trying to get help but I have zero patience so in some way I have a built in alarm just not sure when it goes off.
Yes I know I need help and yes all of this is very crummy but at least I can unload here to relieve some of my stress.
Lonely
Thanks for this!
lynn09