I am 50 never been with a woman but now I seem to realize I like woman more. I have only been with men all my life. is it b/c I take depression meds? Is it I have always been? I do not know anything. I have no one to ask. I have friends gay and straight but I could never feel safe talking with them. I really do not trust any one with this. so here I am typing it out for a bunch of strangers.