I know guys. I just had to vent it out a little here.
I think I just had a little meltdown with my girlfriend and that just kind of threw me off.
I realize it is going to be a back and forth process of healing. I guess I didn't really expect to stay in that way of thinking too long. I knew it was going to end eventually. I guess I am just upset because I wanted to have my T see me last week when I was doing great and now I have my appt this week and I am not so strong today so it was getting my aggravated....if this makes sense?