I was scared (paranoia), having a delusion, depressed like you couldnt believe, wanted cut, started punching myself in the face and smacking myself...and i couldnt go to bed because i was afraid, racing thoughts too where happening. i told my mom i desperatly needed to be hospitlized. No what she said?? "I'm going to work tomorrow, dont do this now." ugh...how come she cant understand?? I NEED HELP.

And i have another question..
My medical insurance is up, no more, nada...what do i do if i'm in a crisis, is there anyway that insurance can budge a little bit for me if its needed?? Well, yeah, i'm thinking when my mom comes back i'm going to check myself in..if i check myself in...will i be able to check myself out??

thanks..

deb