I cannot stop crying. I am such a stupid failure. Spent money I did not have on entertainment tonight only to find out husband's car repair will now be an additional thousand so he is having to borrow money and I just cannot handle all this work and nothing to show for it. I am not so good with money but I don't want to hand it all over to hubby either so that I can never do things for myself yet I waste it while we have such great needs...like tp and rice and stuff. Sigh. I told hubby how I was feeling but he cannot handle me.