I kept journals for EVERYDAY of my life between 13-17.... I threw them out when I moved in with Mark... now I regret it. I started a journal when Mark and I broke up... I still have it don't write in it and I can't go back and look at it. It would destroy me i think.
Same as you writing here is like a journal of sorts and nope you can't deleted it (as far as I know too).
Occassionally I go back and re-read my posts.. old ones but more often than not I don't.
The threads about Mark are pages long with hundreds of replies.

I am glad that over the years your "self destruct" button doesn't get hit every day
Mark always said to me (when I was upset and ranting)... "bit dramatic don't you think".. and call me a drama queen... It always made me laugh in the end...and stick my tounge out at him.

Having a safe place is important. I have here and my T... and also I have a wonderful friend (who i made on this site) that I can email and get all my thoughts out.

I hope you are well and having a good day today xxooxx