I have just learned that someone who was supposed to be a friend (at one stagein the recent past), has been lying about me to others. She has been Fabricating email messages and saying that I wrote them to her and from the one I read which someone was strong enought to send to me and say "hey this isn't like you what's up?" The others wouldn't be nice either.

I have only recently stabilized out here after spending a little time alone and I was worried about the flight or fight response which just didn't come, it didn't happen. I didn't want to confront her or fight about it and I didn't want to avoid the issue. The outcome was that I can't control what other people say and do, I have my neuroses she has hers .

But I wanted to just get this out so that it doesn't sneak its way into my psyche and work me up. It (my psyche), is feeling a long needed sense of inner peace and contentment and I am really enjoying that,

Rhiannon