hi lonely, welcome to pc!  you do have a lot on your plate and it sounds like you're feeling overwhelmed. to answer your question..it takes about 3-4 weeks for meds to kick in. what you have set up, pdoc and therapy will help you to sift thru all this. put your heart and soul into your therapy-what you put in is what u will gain from it.
keep posting. it helps. know we care about you  and are willing to listen...
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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