Can I do anything right?! Everything I do is wrong. I don't do the laundry right because I put in the soap before filling it up with water. I didn't close the lid on the Goldfish. I roll cigarettes too tight. I put things in his 'walkway'. I don't wash my car enough. When I do wash my car I don't do it right. I don't vacuum it out enough. I apparently don't have the sense to drive because he will sit there and go 'you're good this way' every single time like I can't look or don't understand that I have to look both ways. I don't use the right gas station. The list could go on for the length of an encyclopedia.

I just realized that he has manipulated me into thinking I'm a ***** and that I'm stupid and I know I'm not. So then my question becomes 'what the hell is wrong with HIM?!' I'm so tired of being brought down. I know they're small things but when it's several things everyday, they start to wear on you.