Oh man! I got a cold, felt terrible, stayed home Friday, and hit the bottom fast!

I have been quite good for months. A simple illness set me off with suicidal ideation and general bed ridden depression. What a fcuking wus!

Today I got out to do some shopping chores and that resulted in near hyperventilating anxiety.

Now I am on my 2nd alcoholic drink to try to calm down. Don't worry, I am not a regular drinker. It is medicinal.

Anyway... (bad use of ellipsis) I see many of my old friends are still hanging around here. I guess that is good, but not certain of that. Shouldn't you all be "getting better" by now and living real, not cyber, lives?

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