I have been out of school for one week. I stopped going because anxiety and depression were making it torture for me and I was really behind in my work. My parents are trying to set up Homebound for me. It is like homeschool but they send a teacher to your house a few days a week to help out. But I still feel like if I had stayed more on top of my homework and stuff I could have kept going.

Well, people have tried to set up plans like that for me but I never actually use them. By the time I get to the point of actually cutting I don't care about the consequences anymore.

I feel I am making some progress in therapy... I get very emotional in there. I feel like we talk about the same stuff over and over sometimes. I don't remember exactly what we talk about but sometimes it is about my self-esteem and sometimes it is about my coping skills but I don't do so well with that.