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Don't worry about posting. No one can post too much. We are here to support each other.

I agree with Sanah. As long as these feelings and thoughts are pushing you (and sometimes even when they are not) they are meant to be brought up in T. It often takes many times of discussing the same issue before we are able to process it to a point where it is no longer overwhelming. You have been through so much. It all deserves its own time. You deserve to heal from these experiences. You deserve to have a healthy relationship (with whomever you want to have it with.) I'm glad that you are feeling angry about these past experiences. That is part of healing. If you are not sure about what you want to do, go slowly.