I happened to fall in love with an alcoholic. We moved to Georgia with his almost senile father, whom is also an alcoholic and his friend and some slutty old woman. They are all alcoholics. I spent 2,000 dollars in two months on their habit (mostly just my boyfriend and his friend). 500 in only a week.
He is amazing when he is sober but when he gets on a drinking kick, he forgets every goal, every promise.
I thought it was only like that because there was nothing else to do, but when we moved I realized he just can't stop and won't.
The day I left he admitted every girlfriend he's ever had has left him because of his drinking. He promised me he will move back here with me and get away from his father and the alcohol and pay me back. I want to believe it so bad but I'm not stupid. I know right now he is probably drunk and probably started drinking right after I left. He will forget he ever loved me, IF he ever loved me. I think all he ever loved was the alcohol.
I'm so sad I don't want to fully believe it because I don't want to hurt even more.