((((((((Melissa)))))))) Wish I could put an arm around your shoulders and tell you quietly and firmly exactly why you are worth something, yet all I can do is sit here on the other side of a computer screen and assure you that you are worth something. I believe that deeply. You feel so much pain right now, and you wish you could be free of it, but there isn't any guarantee that dying just now will be much of an answer. I feel firmly that this time will pass, far too slowly I know, but it will pass. Until then I and the others on this site will do what we can to support and cherish that precious, priceless person called melissa who send so much gentle wamth and hope in her messages to people who she might never meet, but still cares about. HUGGGGSSSS, dear one. How can anyone say that such a person as you is worthless?