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Originally Posted by Berries
I am a social idiot. I contribute nothing. There is no point to my life. Death come soon, plz.
I am never going to get better. i am so overwhelmed and defeated. i feel abandoned, lonely and hopeless.
I feel a tremendous amount of pressure from my family to get better and I don't deal well with pressure.
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I can relate to such a frustrating state too. It sucks having ALL the pressure ON TOP of all that you are dealing with inside.
Contrary to the idea that you are a "social idiot" you are being honest. Many can appreciate this trait. In the midst of your ongoing work through this state, you could count that trait as one positive thing about you.
Another positive thing could be the previous posts commenting that you have been reallly helpful and caring in the past.
A lot can be avaliable to help you through the pain...You could try to keep being open to keep working through this step-by-step-by-step...
