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Originally Posted by IWANTTOBENORMAL
Made it another day. I feel so plastic. I can;t tell anyone how I feel! It's so frustrating being a shiny plastic person all the time. I just want to be alone! I just want to be normal. I wish I could be alone & then I could take something to sleep. & just sleep. Be still. I'm sooo stressed! & tired of it! I'm too scared to see a doctor, along with the cost, it's nerve racking to even think. My family cannot find out! I have to be shiny & pink.
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That perfectionistic mask cannot last forever. It is so unnatural and impossible to live through in life. None of us can do it (check my name
been there!)
Seriously, It is okay to take a break....It is okay to give yourself a break. Really.
Go to the hospital. Tell them you are not well and need help - one of the doctor's orders is "first do no harm" so they shouldn't just ignore you if you are suffering. In a safe space, with people that care, you can RRRRREEEEAAAALLLLLAAAAXXXX!, really relax cuz you are away from all the familar judgement and expectations, and just let it all out...
