....or alot mroe than one,really? I remember a time back Fuzzy was looking for the "right" board to "******" lol....while it "sounds" cute....it's very real.
I cant possibly be the only person that sometimes gets so frustrated and at the end of their rope they want to yell and scream and rant and rave...when you get so fed up with everything...life...depression...anxiety...panic attack..."the system"...the fairness and unfairness of the world...the wrongs of the world and hwoit effects you personally.
Well I've definitely been having a months worth of those days.
No matter where I turn or dont , or what I do or dont I might as well beat my head against the wall and say ***** it.
Im a tough Lady...and I try to be strong and handle thing...but Im also one of the msot sensitive people and emotional too. Its so hard dealing with both and trying to be "tough" and bear through it all.
I constantly ask my self "WHY!?!?"....why do so many obstacles have to be thrown in my path?...why do things have to end up badly...why do so many things have to hurt...why should one person have to deal with so much...what on Earth could I have ever done to deserve all this ch*t?...why,why,,,WHY!?!?!
SOrry, I know there arent any answers...I jsut really needed to let it out . Maybe I need a punching bag..though Im afraid if I got one I'd probably hurt myself .
Sorry for "ranting" but Im so sick of it all.
Jennifer...always seeking Serenity