Hi planetjanka. I'm really sorry you're suffering so much. Please try not feel bad about being honest with your doctor. It's his job to help you. And he needs to know that you need more help. I'm not sure why he prescribed you anti-anxiety medication if your main symptom is depression. Have you ever been on an anti-depressant? Please try and talk to your doctor about this. Not that anti-depressants are a magic cure, but they do help some people a lot. I really hope you can get to see the doctor again very soon to disucss further options with him. Let us know how you are doing!