I don't know why I have trouble keeping my friends. Yesterday, I just went to the party. My friend is so very friendly and sweet. There were not a lot of people came, but still I could see that see knows how to keep her friendS. I don't know, but some people have a lot of friends, but some have trouble dating guys. I don't know, but I have problem in making friends.Last night, when her friend introduced to her she asked her number. I've been with my bf friends for 3 months I guess and I haven't knew their numbers. I mean if I knew what topic are we going to talk to? I guess I'm such a boring person. If I'm boring why does my guy friend stays with me and enjoy my company. He even told me last last night that I was his best friend. I mean I don't know. I just have not much friend and we don't talk a lot. We don't hang out and we don't talk a lot. I don't know, but when I am looking at the past when I was living in our province I was friend with everybody. I mean most people like me and adore me. I don't know that when I grew up I would just isolated from anybody else.