Aww, hon, it sounds like your body is strung up and wired and taking everything way more seriously than your head is right now. Could be anxiety under the surface. I'm kind of like that right now. Went to church and ended up bawlingthrough the first half. My son tactfully just ignored it. Feel good now, but I notice my pulse rate and respiration is way up. This happens when I cycle, and I can be all over the place, not just glad or depressed. Volattile is a good word. Hang in there. Remember, this is all just in you right now. Not fun, but not a picture of the outer reality. It will pass. If you say it, I'll say it, and maybe we'll both believe it. HUGGGGGGSSSSSSS