Hi planetjanka,

Maybe he was frustrated at himself or at the system rather than with you? I think doctors do really hate it when they can't just fix something or offer more help. I bet he would never believe it's your fault. I mean what if you had cancer or another serious illness, I hope a doctor wouldn't tell you to "hurry up and get better" or "just get over it." Depression is equally a very serious illness and it seems like you are doing all you can to fight it. The best way is through medication and psychotherapy.
I just wanted to add: Have you had your vitamin D levels checked? I had terrible anxiety when my level was extremely low and it made my depression markedly worse. You might ask this doc if he can run a blood test to check for any nutritional deficiencies to rule them out (if you have not already). Sending warm wishes your way and hope for you to feel much better...

Elana