Wow some pretty hard decisions coming your way hang in there. I have a friend who rented an appartment and couldn't stand it so she bought a house and for 5 years tried to make a go of in on a limited income. But the morgage payment, electric bills, fuel bills (since heating was not electric) phone bills, repairs (since she wasnt renting if anything broke or didnt work she had to fork over the money for the plumbing and so on, on top of that there was home owners insurance to pay for, along with the daily cleaning and upkeep at the same time keeping the cupboards stocked with food and necessities and pay the transportation costs to work everyday she just couldn't keep her head fully above water. Last winter twice she went a month with absolutely no heat and phone because she had to choose between them and meds and groceries. She finally sold her house this month. Her list of bills and outgoing payments went from 20 a month to 4. I can fully understand your needing to sell your house. Like my friend you are in a situation where you have no choice but to put needs above wants. Great job at trying to take care of yourself I know the decision to sell was not easy for you. Theres nothing that says later on down the road you can't buy a place again. take care