Hi Elana,

thanks for those words. I originally got to this site last night, because I was finding it seriously hard to get through the night. Yes, it definitely feels much more than just a case of being upset, or tired, or under pressure etc. etc. I guess what I am afraid of is hearing things like "well, you've had time to get some sleep, rest and try to think rationally, you'll just have to buck up" or something to this effect. I've been thinking all of this myself, just asking myself what my problem really is, but I am somehow picking the same signals from the doctor (or I'm being paranoid, since I'm overreacting to everything), and I don't think I can bare hearing something like this.
I'll ask about vitamin D, I might just start taking it anyway, without the blood test, days here are growing very short...
Anyway, thank you so much for the support, it made the last 24 hours just a little more bearable...