thank you so much for the support. I don't know if I can find the right words to express to the doc that I am in some sort of crisis, and that there doesn't seem to be one particular reason for it. I also hate to sound dramatic. I'm just picking up something like "so what do you propose we do now" from him, and I want to scream. Not used to falling into pieces in public, and certainly not in front of a person I don't know...