well i don't know if u where asking how we feel or what we ex......so this is what i do sometimes

1 the whole world seems like a gaint movie...like nouthing is real.
2 i go num...no feelings ...like no happy, mad,sad, but i can feel sometimes
3 i lose time....i call it blacking-out......i can sometimes keep it from happing becouse right befor my sight starts dimming around the eggaes
4 i'll wake up someplace that i didn't fall asleep.
5 and ya sometimes i don't feel pain....(i dissociate a way from the pain)
like when i broke my arm i didn't know it was broke untill mom saw the bone and screamed

theres other thangs that happen to but anyway i can't say why thay say its dd...but your not alone in being confused about it all so am i and alot of others...just wanted to let you know your not alone