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Originally Posted by rainbow8
Can you write her another note to say you don't like the way she reads what you write sentence by sentence? Can you say you don't like to hear your words? Or write that out: "T, I don't like to hear you read my words."
I think it's a good thing if you can tell T that you are not okay. Maybe you can do artwork again? Can you tell her that, or write it?
Do you see her tomorrow, or not until next week?    
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i see her tomorrow and i think that is part of what is going on with me i'm scaerd i have all this just droped in my lap and i was already worried about tomorrowi just want to feel like it will all be ok even if just for a second.i know i never will but i want to atleast say here what i wish i could say to T.i want to tell her how much i want to SI.i want to tell her how much i want to tell her stuff how much i want to trust her how much i hurt how scared i am.i know she probibly already knows a lot of this but i just want to tell her i want her to tell me how to deal with the mother.but she cant if she doesntn know what is going on.god i feel so stupid all i have to do is say this is what is going on bla bla bla.any person should be able to do that right .god so simple