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Originally Posted by noirkitten
you can ask anyone who knows me personaly and they,ll tell you that im one of the last people to give in to conformity. but sometime i feel like im trying hard 2be diffrant, does anyone ever feel that way. sometimes im not sure which parts of me are me and which parts are from the things that have infulnced me throuh out my life such as music,anime,, cartoons, and movies. one moment i can be shy person and then the next moment i can be a tough *****. one moment i can be bubbley then another moment i can can be all ''**** the world and everyone in it''. one moment i can me very conifdent and the next i can be the most inscure person you know. im confident and inscure, im diffriant and confromed, im shy and out spoken. which is which.
note: i messed up on the too be part but the ****** edit thing whould not let me correct it without messing up the entire post.
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i get this totally, you arent alone with this. its really confusing isnt it? i think this may be what they call an identity crisis. are you desperate to fit in and feel comfortable and happy in yourself? cos i feel that way and its so hard to even imagine getting there. i couldnt tell you my personality traits.. they are just extreme one way or another :P people say "just be yourself!" and it really pisses me off, they blatantly dont understand AT ALL. i get accused of being easily influenced all the time. your bound to be if you have no base personality! i have been diagnosed with a personality disorder, but i should feel more secure. i cant offer you any solutions, as i havent come to any myself, the only advice i can give is to believe that you will form a proper person one day. try to love yourself, no matter how you are.
