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Originally Posted by granite1
i see her tomorrow and i think that is part of what is going on with me i'm scaerd i have all this just droped in my lap and i was already worried about tomorrowi just want to feel like it will all be ok even if just for a second.i know i never will but i want to atleast say here what i wish i could say to T.i want to tell her how much i want to SI.i want to tell her how much i want to tell her stuff how much i want to trust her how much i hurt how scared i am.i know she probibly already knows a lot of this but i just want to tell her i want her to tell me how to deal with the mother.but she cant if she doesntn know what is going on.god i feel so stupid all i have to do is say this is what is going on bla bla bla.any person should be able to do that right .god so simple
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Please don't feel stupid. You are not at all. You are doing a good job. Talking is very, very hard especially when the feelings inside are scary and big. Just try to remember that you are entitled to your feelings. Good luck tomorrow.. I hope this helps a little. If nothing else I care about you, too.