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Old Oct 25, 2010, 01:16 AM
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Originally Posted by granite1 View Post
i see her tomorrow and i think that is part of what is going on with me i'm scaerd i have all this just droped in my lap and i was already worried about tomorrowi just want to feel like it will all be ok even if just for a second.i know i never will but i want to atleast say here what i wish i could say to T.i want to tell her how much i want to SI.i want to tell her how much i want to tell her stuff how much i want to trust her how much i hurt how scared i am.i know she probibly already knows a lot of this but i just want to tell her i want her to tell me how to deal with the mother.but she cant if she doesntn know what is going on.god i feel so stupid all i have to do is say this is what is going on bla bla bla.any person should be able to do that right .god so simple
Please don't feel stupid. You are not at all. You are doing a good job. Talking is very, very hard especially when the feelings inside are scary and big. Just try to remember that you are entitled to your feelings. Good luck tomorrow.. I hope this helps a little. If nothing else I care about you, too.