Dear, speaking for myself, I'm not burdened by your moods. My moods, now that's different, but your moods are your monkey on your back. Otherwise I wouldn't have the energy to write to you Don't worry about it. Keep us posted, OK? Is there anyone you can go to coffee with or something you can fill the time with? like pack the schedule with fun and nonstressfull stuff outside of work while BF is gone? I used to hate the summers when my hubby would go to Swden iand i would be stuck working at some program in LA. Hang in there and post! HUGGGGSSSSS!