Suga
Sometimes we cannot juggle everything at once, and that's OK, sometimes we need to let one of our balls drop, in order to be able to keep juggling. and NO It doesn't make you weaker, it just makes you smarter...

Please think about momentarily dropping a ball if that's what you need to do to stabilize... XOXO

PS. I'm not sure if your bf had a HA b/c of my text...if so I'm SORRY, maybe you should educate me on safe texting?
Maybe I've got that cat by the tail, IDK... Hope you feel better soon tho ♥