I know it's a nig step, and it's a hasty decision I made after a late night fight. That probaly wasn't one of my finer moments... I just struggle to feel the reality of the situation, I don't feel anything about it, no relief, no pain, nothing! We are still in the same house, not making any plans 'cause it just hasn't sunk in yet. We watched a movie together last night in silence... I made dinner etc. The silence is so overwhelming now, but to be honest, it wasn't really different before. I hate that counsellor! I had to refrain myself from pucnhing him in the nose. He is so biased against women, he doesn't even listen to what I say, so I stripped my moer and told him to shove it... Then I told my husband to shove it... I'm was so angry with my husband, and now I get a bit of peace because I don't have to be angry anymore, I just don't give a rat's ....